i was raised knowing that every story has a happy ending , my only problem is finding the ending to mine . my life is a book , one that goes on for chapters and chapters . i can't make predictions and i can't skip all the way to the end to see how everything is going to work out . i live for today and dream for tomorrow because i know it's the only way i'm gonna get by . i have secrets , some that will never be told . i don't trust . i've learned to let go of such a thing a long time ago , everyone i know and can possibly think of has done nothing but hurt me . i smile with the rest of the world , but mine never mean anything . i giggle to laugh every problem away . go ahead and attempt to tear me down , because every insult thrown at me will slowly break me . you win.